Lately somehow I always feel troubled, confused, and each is doing something it will be messy. Maybe one of them because I feel guilty against someone and too many things weighing down my thoughts are. This continued for a few days. Confused because I have to defend the value of the so nice while pursued by the work I did now. Tired, tired of having to divide power and my thoughts are in the same time. But this is my intentions, whatever happens I must survive. If my morning on campus after going home should immediately work, spending my day every outdoors. Three to four hours is an opportunity for me to take a break. I always take advantage of this opportunity in order for a short time this quality to break. I'm bored, fed up with all this. But should be how again, this is my decision.