Actually I don't like to complain a lot here, but this hand forced her to tell stories. And actually I also want to tell you about what is confused. Some among you guys do still have parents who complete? Some among you guys do still have parents who complete? Or you guys quite often ignoring them? I still have a parent that is complete, I live with them with one of my younger sister. If asked whether I was able to make my parents happy what yet, certainly my answer yet. If asked whether I was able to make my parents happy what yet, certainly my answer yet. And I often make my own parents, alone and feeling lonely. I am rarely at home, so I rarely spend time with them. And I think, I was neglecting them. When I'm on my way driving a motor I often see old people still have to work for the sake of his family live. Then I felt sad and thought of my parents, they still have to work hard for the sake of our blissful. I feel guilty towards them because I often ignore her, and I haven't been able to make them happy. And someone once said to me, if you can not make both your parents happy then at least don't make them cry. 

Vocabulary

1. Among : di antara

2. Rarely  : jarang

3. Spend   : menghabiskan

About the heart that had started to freeze. A heart that is always cold, lonely, and  neglected . I want you warm up not he or they. But on the other hand you ever so cold, and always ignore me. I know your heart is holding it's own and impossible. Saw you just feel very difficult to me, let alone be biting you. Hei you, please take a look at me a little only. I always pay attention to you, I've always wanted to know all about you. I always pay attention to you, I've always wanted to know all about you. I want you to know if I want us like it used to be. I tried to get close to a man, but a bland I guess, there's no special feeling to it. When I started to go a step further against someone, the more my heart also do not feel the feeling of love to him. my heart refuses all of it, and maybe my heart has chosen thee to dedicate it.

Vocabulary :
1. Refuses = Menolak
2. Dedicate = Menempatinya
3. Impossible = Mustahil

I want to continue my blog last week. This time it's about the atmosphere of a place that has just moved to my recent days. The place was a bit smaller than before, but atmosphere is comfortable and pretty cool. The work I do a lot of other work that is cooking. It also accepts written donut for all characters. For a newbie like me it's not hard, just write letters, numbers and draw the various characters on top of a piece of donut. But not all can I make with it nice and fast, sometimes trouble in drawing is still an obstacle to me, because this is not my expertise. One of the most difficult when I have to draw the facial expression of someone or something. Once some time I draw the face of a cartoon it is not very hard, but when the baby's face turns out must draw result as aliens. Feelings are mixed up the time between the shy and funny, seemed to want to laugh I see the results of my picture. Several times I tried to make it and the results were getting worse and uglier. After that I get help with my friends so that helped me. The good fortune he was expert in drawing a easing my anxiety, so because of this donut was already waiting for them a little long here. The time that I need to draw 1 about 30 minutes donut box containing 6 doughnuts in a box. This time to the existing image of donut written character, whereas if only the writing course I took 20 minutes of drawing up process of chocolate.

vocabulary :

1. expertise : Keahlian

2. obstacle   : Rintangan

3. result       : Hasil

I would like to tell a place, it is very memorable for me. That place is the place of my working part time at the moment. A lot of my things get and meet me here. I get the job fun, good friends, and new axperiences. The first time i worked here a lot of things that i dont know, because this is my first time i worked at the cafe. Initially I worked as a waitress for 3 months, but now I work in the position of backery and cooks. Before this cafe move, I met many new friends, and the more his mention I met my ex-boyfriend came with a girl. Initially I only catch a glimpse of a man from behind, and I think he resembles my ex boyfriend 3 years ago. We did not have long met after us there is no relationship of lover. And it turns out he is indeed my beloved ex. I was shocked and all of a sudden my heart started beating faster and my sweat to cool down. I just think don't want to see him when he was with the woman. But I have to be professional, inevitably I have to serve them because this is my job. When first time we face to eye everything is going okay just nothing special, however as he is because some again and he took me shaking hands at the time he looked at me as if me could not turn her eyes and removing the grips his hand. After the incident I just thought why should meet her at an inappropriate time. And if it can, I always wish time stop time and I just want to ask who the woman with you. Maybe it is time and distance keep us but I always pray God could send you to accompany my life to death. Hahaha this prayer is ridiculous right? This indeed sounds silly and a waste of my time, but my faith that made me survive. This still made me pensive and always thinking about him.

Until the end where it's just a place to keep some my memories.

vocabulary :
1. Ridiculous      : Konyol
2. Inevitably       : Awalnya
3. Inappropriate  : Tidak tepat

Lately somehow I always feel troubled, confused, and each is doing something it will be messy. Maybe one of them because I feel guilty against someone and too many things weighing down my thoughts are. This continued for a few days. Confused because I have to defend the value of the so nice while pursued by the work I did now. Tired, tired of having to divide power and my thoughts are in the same time. But this is my intentions, whatever happens I must survive. If my morning on campus after going home should immediately work, spending my day every outdoors. Three to four hours is an opportunity for me to take a break. I always take advantage of this opportunity in order for a short time this quality to break. I'm bored, fed up with all this. But should be how again, this is my decision.

Every days I always shown the workers hard with their hair that is already white. Those who start brittle still have to fight hard for the sake of their families live. With both their hands are wrinkled, they have to bear a very heavy items. With both their feet are fragile, must be willing to walk the road for meters for the sake of their family. Sweat dripping constantly. Seeming to beckon a break for a bit. I always thought why in the age of those who are already very old still have to work as hard as that? For a moment think by me, so if you don't want it that way, working hard is as long as you are still strong and still young. It's like a reprimand against me so that I am always thankful and not easy to complain with what I am working on at the moment. That is true, it became one of my encouragement to be more appreciative of the time.

Vocabulary :

1. Constantly   : Terus menerus

2. Fragile         : Rapuh

3. Wrinkle       : Keriput

Today is not too different from the yesterday, not many new things that I'm going through.

Start all activity that feels very boring. I wanted to like they are free to do something new with their free time, but I just caged by time I make. I dont know how long this thing is holding me. I always see them free run free with their feet, laughing with their mouth, and the free dance with their bodies.

How envious I was with them. They do like teenager, who was always happy and pleased, free to do anything with his spare time, but my time just ran out for undue things teenagers do. Right now I'm just thinking I'm working just to get to school. Just thinking how I didn't vex my parents because both guys have to bear my burden. I just thought to when to be like this, I would also like to like them. Those who could walk with his spare time. 

Vocabulary :

1. burden : beban

2. caged   : bersangkar

3. envious  : iri